Sunday, November 11, 2007

Scenery Change Please

Sometimes while I'm watching T.V at home I see during the commericals the Southwest Airlines of how they're asking "Want to get away?". Well that is how I've been feeling for a while. Recently things have just gone south, and not just in my personal life. People have been turning bitter and making sure they get what they need before everyone else get's their share. People are starting to act differently, and say things they shouldn't say in certain places. While I know I am not much better then they are, I know to respect others in certain situations and know when to close my mouth. But while all this is going south I feel like I am the only color image in the black and white background. And I'm not going to lie, I feel alone and sad. I just want to pack up all my stuff and just leave this town, this city, and this state and start over again. A fresh new slate. Maybe California were it's always sunny, bright, and the smog might get to you but it's different right? What about Flordia? Sure there are a bunch of old people, but beaches and all those waffle houses would be nice. Find new friends there, go to a new church, go to a new school. That would be awsome...but heres the kicker. If I leave the place I am having issues with now, nothing is served. Things just will continue to get worst until we self-destruct on each other. If I go to a place to find a Jesus that is more clear than what it is here then I am not doing God's will at all. Infact I am only the cause of people not knowing the real God. This is a mission. To recreate a community that once knew Jesus, and now has lost sight of that figure because of other things. Someone has to do their work here and I will surely try to do it. Because that is what God asks of us.

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